So much to say...

Hey guys!!!

Hi, I'm alive. Today is an unusual post because I'm writing in English. The reason I'm doing that is because I have been trying to keep secrets from this blog instead of open up to world as I used to do. This blog turned out bigger than I ever thought it would be, well, not as big as I would like, but a lot of people that knows me in person is reading it and some things I prefer to keep it to myself.

Then I write in English 'cause I know a lot less people will find out what is going on with me lately.

Well, to be honest I don't even know where I should start...

Let me see... Well my life changed so much these last days, I found out who are the people that really loves me and stick around for whatever I need and who are totally disposable and I prefer to keep the distance.

I've changed.

Every day I learn something more and get more mature.

A lot of people don't know but I decided not to work with the family that I was working with. That woman was a pain in the A**... I couldn't stand her anymore, then I told her I was leaving.

I moved out to a crap place where I was living alone, experience that was kinda weird, but still I learned a lot with that.

The place I was living wasn't that crap, people there were nice and liked me, but they had a dog and a cat and I hated all that pet dander and hair everywhere, internet there was really slow as well. I didn't stay for long there.

Now I live in a really nice place with someone really special, I'm glad with that and thankful because everything is going good.

I'm holding 3 jobs right now and always looking for another gigs.

But the most important thing I'm thankful for is that I am alive. I am a surviver.

A few days ago I had a huge accident, I saw a little movie of my whole life in just 3 seconds, I was rescued by God, I feel like I was born again.

All the time the only thing I thought was that I didn't want to die, I wanted to see my parents at least once again and my sister and all my family.

The Lord had mercy on me, He heard my prays and was there for me all the time. I thought I wouldn' turn 22 years old. I'd die at the age of 21 years old alone in a foreign country.

For only His Glory I am here, I left that car with only one scratch and that's all.

This is my testemony of how the Lord cares and protects us every day. Have Faith and He will be faithful to you.

I'm not giving any other details about it 'cause there's no need for that and I don't want to cry all over again...

Now I'm facing new challenges and I'll be back to tell about them in the next post...

TO BE CONTINUED...

xo xo xo

Michelle

*P.S: Eu revisei o post e tirei os erros, escrevi ja' era 2 am ai saiu tudo errado.